alicemouse wrote:we tend to be all or nothing.
I was an competitive athlete as a young person, so that mentality is something I have in me. I thought really hard about this race; I know I have a 5K in me, with training I'm 90% sure I have a 10K in me, the Half is an unknown. Becks and I were discussing the races and she said she thought she was considering the Half. That made me really take a good hard look at myself and how I would feel if my best friend completed this goal that I've had at least 8 years, and I didn't even try. I decided that what I have to do is try.
I think for me in this instance the "all or nothing" goal represents that I'm going for the Half and not the 5K or 10K. I'm completely unsure if I will make it, and I know that there's a high chance I will be swept, but I'm going to give it my all to cross the finish line no matter what.
alicemouse wrote: it take a million little steps to get where we're going
I'm really happy with the training plan that I created, those million little steps are going to be really important to keep me moving on this. I think that as long as I keep seeing improvement every week I will be happy. The big hurdles for me will be weeks that I plateau, or have to deal with a fibro flare, or minor injury. I created an list of ways that I can quantify a work out as successful that gives me small personal triumphs to keep me going.
Faster - increasing my pace
Farther - covering a greater distance
Longer - more time walking even if my pace is slower
Better - feeling physically better when I'm walking, and recovering faster with little or no pain
Yesterday I did the first "long" walk in my training plan. The goal was to walk 30-60 minutes. I was going for 60, I did NOT make it. I hit 30 and started getting really tired, so I decreased my pace and really pushed through to 40 minutes before a 5 minute cool down. I was disappointed at first because I didn't make it 60 minutes but then I took a closer look. I hadn't reached the goal that I wanted to, but I did go father and longer than I have in maybe 4 years! That's HUGE!!! Plus, I learned that I could complete a walk that in my training plan I thought I was three weeks away from. Another huge thing for me to be proud of.
It's going to be all about those million little steps - thank goodness I have a year to take them.